spooky_nine

cutthroatstalker: i am so ronrey
loansharkbliss: why's that?
cutthroatstalker: i have gone back to being nocturnal and greg is still diurnal
cutthroatstalker: so he's asleep in the living room on his futon and i'm in my room watching netflix and reading the penny arcade archives again.
loansharkbliss: go to him
loansharkbliss: and rape him

Here is a picture of my boyfriend's nose:

well. i've been enjoying my three day weekend. not really looking forward to going back to work tomorrow.
last night i saw fearless [which isn't coming out until august 4, 2006 by the way] at brandon's. it was an alright movie. it had a few moments of OMFGWTFJUSTHAPPENEDTHATWASBADASS!!, but it was pretty mediocre when compared to hero and ong bak. the subtitles cracked me up, though. for the first half of the movie they were pretty good, made a lot of sense. then either the translator got lazy, or someone else took over, but man, was it bad. "And he rested, and his heart was cement." "I do believe in when you do not do that it is is when you do." random stuff like that. it was funny.

anyway, i'm waiting for greg to call, but i'm not getting my hopes up. let's see if he does!
*EDIT* it's 8:30, and he still hasn't called. i'm giving up. and the cycle begins anew...

i keep meaning to update with something funny and exciting, but i just never do. i'm too burned out from work and dealing with a certain someone that all i want to do when i get home is screw around on the internet and sleep. i don't want to think.

i'm off saturday, maybe then i'll make a real update. and have a cell phone.

woo. cecil and i are officially going to prom. together. dressed up all snazzy like. i'm actually really excited about it. getting all dolled up for just one night. crazy. i'm going to look so pimp. oh yeah, and cecil will look hot too. he's just really nervous about going b/c he's hardly going to know anyone there. i want me and all my friends and whoever else, as many as we can get, to all go to fucking taco bell before prom. in our outfits anbd all! screw zentner's and outback. let's go ghetto. my dad finally got his digital camera back from his whore, and i'm going to take it, so i can take lots of pictures. then i'll post them up on here. funny how that works, isn't it? like a vicious cycle.
i'm going to try and take some pictures of me nips and their 2 week old metal accessories also.
i've become totally disillusioned w/ high skool. there's no point. the only purpose for it is to take standardized tests to make the state look good so it can get more money that it WON'T invest in constructive ways. "what? you don't have enough english books for your class of 40? well, um... here's a brand new football stadium! with the latest in digital scoreboards and special glowing grass that's bug repellent! and what goes good w/ a new stadium?! NEW UNIFORMS FOR YOUR SHITTY FOOTBALL TEAM! and you know what? we'll throw in half a million dollars worth of new athletic busses. [actual figure]. screw the jrotc drill teams that are the state champions that have to make thier own uniforms and buy most of the accessories themselves. they LOVE taking yellow skool busses to competitions 6 hours away. FOOTBALL RULES!!" i'm PRAYING these aren't the best years of my life, b/c they really suck. i'm looking forward to college so much. even though i'll still be stuck here in san angelo, i'll be out of high skool and in the (kind of) real world. i'll have bills! wee! wait, that's not good. dammit. oh well, at least i'll have cecil. and various other good things.

q: why do women have arms?

a: have you any idea how long it would take to LICK a bathroom
clean?

and this:
http://www.bangedup.com/archives/ghdemonseed235.wmv
OH MY GOD!!! that's probably the kind of baby i'm going to have, since i make fun of retards so much. {shudder}

nothing much to really say. i've been busy w/ skool, cecil has been busy w/ band practice. at 2p tomorrow i'm going to go to his practice. unfortunately, chris and his annoying asshole brother will be there. but i want to go, so go i shall.
i'm terrified about graduating and going to college, but deliciously excited at the same time. if you could bottle these emotions, you'd have a best-selling drug. since i don't really have anything to post, i'll just leave you w/ this:

cyanideskittles's Accidental LJ Haiku

how i love my over-protective jealous mexican boyfriend

Find your own LJ Haiku Haiku! by hutta

cyanideskittles: hello
UrLuvIsToxic: hi
UrLuvIsToxic: how are you?
cyanideskittles: thinking about talking to cecil
cyanideskittles: too hard to let go
UrLuvIsToxic: aww
cyanideskittles: but if i get back w/ him, his friends will TOTALLY think i'm a bitch
cyanideskittles: and they'll be right
UrLuvIsToxic: and his friends matter why?
cyanideskittles: and they'll hate me even more
cyanideskittles: b/c he trusts hem and listens to their opinions
UrLuvIsToxic: it's Cecil you love... not his friends
cyanideskittles: and they can poison him against me
UrLuvIsToxic: okay... well you are going to poison him against you...
cyanideskittles: i think i already have
UrLuvIsToxic: he loves you
UrLuvIsToxic: he weaped
cyanideskittles: i love him
cyanideskittles: but dammit it's so hard
cyanideskittles: i want it easy
cyanideskittles: love is supposed to be fun and carefree and romps through a field of flowers
UrLuvIsToxic: and then you wake up
cyanideskittles: heh
cyanideskittles: but fuck
cyanideskittles: what should i do
UrLuvIsToxic: what your heart is telling you to do

cyanideskittles: go back to him

can i? would he take me back?
a giant rubber band joins us. the farther i try to run away from him, the faster and harder i get snapped back.

i'm at cecil's right now, listening to him and edvard play guitar. they're really fucking good. i've never really heard cecil play before now. he's a lot better than i used to think. plus, he looks DAMN secsi playing. omg i want to rape him. haha... just kidding. or am i?! o.O

i got a new cat! my dad brought her home today. she's all black w/ a white beard, white paws, and a white chest piece. her name is buddy, but i'm going to rename her, b/c that's a dumb name. i'm going to name her miwako after my favorite character of my favorite manga, paradise kiss.

i tallied up the votes finally. results are as follows:
>red 8 votes
>black 11 votes
>blonde 3 votes

so it looks like i'm dying my hair black! it'll be cool. no telling how long it'll take to get my dad to get me the dye. i'd actually rather get my hair cut first, so there's REALLY no telling when i'll get it done. but as jebus as my witness, i will dye it black!! give the public what it wants.