aim conversation between billy and i

[spooky_nine]

cyanideskittles: hello
UrLuvIsToxic: hi
UrLuvIsToxic: how are you?
cyanideskittles: thinking about talking to cecil
cyanideskittles: too hard to let go
UrLuvIsToxic: aww
cyanideskittles: but if i get back w/ him, his friends will TOTALLY think i'm a bitch
cyanideskittles: and they'll be right
UrLuvIsToxic: and his friends matter why?
cyanideskittles: and they'll hate me even more
cyanideskittles: b/c he trusts hem and listens to their opinions
UrLuvIsToxic: it's Cecil you love... not his friends
cyanideskittles: and they can poison him against me
UrLuvIsToxic: okay... well you are going to poison him against you...
cyanideskittles: i think i already have
UrLuvIsToxic: he loves you
UrLuvIsToxic: he weaped
cyanideskittles: i love him
cyanideskittles: but dammit it's so hard
cyanideskittles: i want it easy
cyanideskittles: love is supposed to be fun and carefree and romps through a field of flowers
UrLuvIsToxic: and then you wake up
cyanideskittles: heh
cyanideskittles: but fuck
cyanideskittles: what should i do
UrLuvIsToxic: what your heart is telling you to do

cyanideskittles: go back to him

can i? would he take me back?
a giant rubber band joins us. the farther i try to run away from him, the faster and harder i get snapped back.