spooky_nine

woo. cecil and i are officially going to prom. together. dressed up all snazzy like. i'm actually really excited about it. getting all dolled up for just one night. crazy. i'm going to look so pimp. oh yeah, and cecil will look hot too. he's just really nervous about going b/c he's hardly going to know anyone there. i want me and all my friends and whoever else, as many as we can get, to all go to fucking taco bell before prom. in our outfits anbd all! screw zentner's and outback. let's go ghetto. my dad finally got his digital camera back from his whore, and i'm going to take it, so i can take lots of pictures. then i'll post them up on here. funny how that works, isn't it? like a vicious cycle.
i'm going to try and take some pictures of me nips and their 2 week old metal accessories also.
i've become totally disillusioned w/ high skool. there's no point. the only purpose for it is to take standardized tests to make the state look good so it can get more money that it WON'T invest in constructive ways. "what? you don't have enough english books for your class of 40? well, um... here's a brand new football stadium! with the latest in digital scoreboards and special glowing grass that's bug repellent! and what goes good w/ a new stadium?! NEW UNIFORMS FOR YOUR SHITTY FOOTBALL TEAM! and you know what? we'll throw in half a million dollars worth of new athletic busses. [actual figure]. screw the jrotc drill teams that are the state champions that have to make thier own uniforms and buy most of the accessories themselves. they LOVE taking yellow skool busses to competitions 6 hours away. FOOTBALL RULES!!" i'm PRAYING these aren't the best years of my life, b/c they really suck. i'm looking forward to college so much. even though i'll still be stuck here in san angelo, i'll be out of high skool and in the (kind of) real world. i'll have bills! wee! wait, that's not good. dammit. oh well, at least i'll have cecil. and various other good things.

q: why do women have arms?

a: have you any idea how long it would take to LICK a bathroom
clean?

and this:
http://www.bangedup.com/archives/ghdemonseed235.wmv
OH MY GOD!!! that's probably the kind of baby i'm going to have, since i make fun of retards so much. {shudder}

oh. em. gee. will it never end?! i have more news!! briefly, i've dyed my hair black, gotten contacts, and gotten my nipples pierced. when i go over to cecil's later i'll get some pictures to post up. it's just so crazy.

then, to top it off, i got a card from my grandmother. and as usual, there was a check in it. but this time it was no measly $50 check. it was a fucking FOUR HUNDRED DOLLAR check. that's the most money i've ever had at one time in my entire life. i almost feel like it's too much. i feel like i can't accept it. *slap* woo, that was a close one. now there are no worries about prom anymore. and i'll even have at least $200 left over for clothes and whatnot. b/c i am in bad need of new clothes.

i'm in such a good mood. i can't wait until tuesday when i go back to skool. i promised michelle she'd be the first one i show my newly decorated nipples to.
i wonder how everyone is going to react?

nothing much to really say. i've been busy w/ skool, cecil has been busy w/ band practice. at 2p tomorrow i'm going to go to his practice. unfortunately, chris and his annoying asshole brother will be there. but i want to go, so go i shall.
i'm terrified about graduating and going to college, but deliciously excited at the same time. if you could bottle these emotions, you'd have a best-selling drug. since i don't really have anything to post, i'll just leave you w/ this:

cyanideskittles's Accidental LJ Haiku

how i love my over-protective jealous mexican boyfriend

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omfg, i'm so fucking pissed at this computer. i'm about to kick the shit out of it and piss on it's motherboard. macromedia flash mx can lick my scrotum. i fucking follow the god damned studio mx book TO THE FUCKING LETTER!! EVERYTHING i do, even if it doesn't look right or it tells me to delete something i think is important. yet still it screws up and i'm forced to redo FOUR CHAPTERS. they took me 3 fucking days to do. omg i'm so pissed i want to scream and cry. and helpful mr marvel [insert sarcasm here] tells me it's something I did wrong?!! fuck you, i followed your fascist book, and it still screws me over. go to hell, all of you. i give up for the day.