the weight, it's lifting!
Jul. 10th, 2004 10:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spooky_ninei've been up pretty much since 4a filling out the fafsa and applying to angelo state university. granted, most of the time was spent waiting for my dad to wake up so he could help me on the tax questions. it feels really good to finally be doing something to get my life after high school started. brenna has been a humongous help, and i'm going to eat all of her heel skin as thanks. i honestly feel like an elephant is slowly getting off my chest. i can kind of breathe better now. or maybe i'm just hallucinating because i haven't slept in over 18 hours.
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the weight, it's lifting
Date: 2004-07-10 11:09 am (UTC)Re: the weight, it's lifting
Date: 2004-07-10 11:11 am (UTC)Re: the weight, it's lifting
Date: 2004-07-10 11:19 am (UTC)Re: the weight, it's lifting
Date: 2004-07-12 02:52 pm (UTC)Re: the weight, it's lifting
Date: 2004-07-12 03:00 pm (UTC)after every one of your comments i've posted a rebuttal that in my eyes makes what you say pointless. you. don't. matter.
Re: the weight, it's lifting
Date: 2004-07-12 04:17 pm (UTC)I have a life, If i did not have a life, I would have been reading your little rebuttals and acting like I care. Honestly, I never read them. I am only replying now because if you are going to be all anally hurt over anonymous comments, make sure you know who is saying them before you point fingers stupid. You acted like you had it all figured out that it was Stormy! I laugh at you! You are socially retarded. This has got to be the least intelligent argument I have ever had with any individual ever. You have a Blog...you write...people comment...that is how the system works. Aceept it and move on with your life or do something to change it. Don't just sit there and Whine all the time. What pisses me off about you is that you act like the world owes you something. Nothing is farther than the truth. Stop blaming your lot in life on other people. My parents didn't put any money away for me, they did not buy me a computer, a car, or a house.
I worked smart to get where I am today, without the financial help of parents. My college tuition came from my pocket. I thank my parents for that, for making me do it the hard way because it gives me so much more appreciation for the things I have accomplished on my own and who I am today. I hope someday you will realize that the only person you should be depending on is yourself. You just seem more content to play the victim, the classic, angst filed, "my daddy doesn't love me because he doesn't buy me things" little selfish brat. I am so fucking done with your blog because you have no appreciation when someone tries to give it to you straight so, fuck it, fuck you. Laters! Check out my yahoo profile if you want to put a face to the name.
Love, Amy
http://profiles.yahoo.com/amo2glo
Re: the weight, it's lifting
Date: 2004-07-12 05:14 pm (UTC)We don't want to go barking up a dead horse
Date: 2004-07-13 12:04 am (UTC)You come on live journal... ONLY to Kelly's Journal?"
....Once again you are very incorrect, I follow about 6 other users, so once again I say don't lam blast me for your sorry excuse for fact finding.
"and one of you is too poor to buy their own"
We live in the same house, and for the record the computer is mine and my dad still wont get me Windows XP....ain't thatsome bullshit?
"If you can Kelly didn't know each other how would you know how Cecils life is with her?"
Twice again you are very incorrect, I have NEVER said anything about Kelly and Cecil as a couple. Or said anything about Cecil at all! You obviously did not read with comprehension. There are many obvious differences in the style and context of the replies. A fuckin ape could have figured that one out.
"Based off of Stormy I would suppose you're either single or dating trash and just Jealous... You can't base your opinions of Kelly off of Stormy... she's just frigid... a skank... trash... Inbred? "
My opinions are based off what is posted in the Journal, not what Stormy, Chris, Ryan or anyone else says or thinks. For the record, I am happily and faithfully married for four years now, I busted my ass to go to college on my own, I do not do drugs, I am not a slut, I own my own home so, what does kelly have for me to be jealous of? Trash? Trash, you say?
I've known Kelly for over three years and she's definitely no selfish... she's not socially retarded... or any of the blind claims you have stated. You come on live journal... ONLY to Kelly's Journal, then you post anonymously, and TRY and degrade her.
and what of your blind claims of Stormy being trash? I have known her much longer than 3 years, and she has never been trash. I give her my utmost respect for taking care of my brothers 3 children, when things get rough for our family...Stormy has always been there and been a positive influence in the lives of those girls.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/cyanideskittles/23255.html
Maybe you need to go read my comments again. This is about where it started for my comments. Feel free to read them.....please do. I am trying to spare you from making an ass of yourself because you werent really paying attention to what I wrote.
femenine hygeine....or lack thereof
(Anonymous)
2004-06-21 06:45 (link)
Maybe you need to give your dad's "whore" a copy of the lysol article??
Anonymous)
2004-07-11 22:12 (link)
"i usually bitch at you but Mad props on the remod for that guy. Judging by your site and his, I think you may have some real talent for you to turn your nevative energy into something positive."
These are the only ones I ever posted! So your little theory makes no sense. I comment what I truly feel, just as she comments on her own feelings. The difference is that I can be nevagive and harsh when i determine the need has arisen, but I am mature enough to recognize and appreciate someone when I feel it is deserved. So, dont tell me that all I do is degrade her. My comments show anger, nuetrality, and appreciation. do not try to paint me as if my thoughts are one dimensional in nature. I am capable of displaying the whole gamut of emotion....this is how "well rounded" people behave.
The comment about her Dad rotting in hell pissed me off. Need to let go of the anger.
I am also very put off about people that act like a victim, and everyone owes them something, and they aren't getting what they want out of life due to the failings of others or the expectation of it to be handed over to them with no effort. I never said kelly was selfish in a material sense, she is selfish emotionally...or have you not read way far back into her journal as I have....and i did that before I ever posted a comment be it critiscizm, or constructive.
Re: the weight, it's lifting
Date: 2004-07-13 01:15 am (UTC)the weight, it's lifting mind your own fag boy
Ditto you nasty fag. Follow your own criticizm stop trying to act like you know me, or that this has anything to do with you.I dont want to hear what you have to say, let kellye defend herself. I am not posting comments in your journal so shut up, go suck a cock. when I want your opinion, I'll be sure to post in YOUR JOURNAL.
"not a hatemonger....Amy
Re: the weight, it's lifting mind your own fag boy
Date: 2004-07-13 10:43 am (UTC)Continuing the pursuit of freedom,
Amy
http://www.livejournal.com/users/babimac/123366.html?thread=78310#t78310
Re: the weight, it's lifting mind your own fag boy
Date: 2004-07-13 11:27 pm (UTC)That is my best friend ( the nasty fag.) and...you know I happen to be a fag as well ( cringe!). I dont take kindly to that. So...lets be adult about this...and do as Im going to do now and just shut up.
however...if you respond to this...Im going to respond to it..so lets just not respond.
Re: the weight, it's lifting
Date: 2004-07-13 11:42 am (UTC)Re: the weight, it's lifting
Date: 2004-07-12 05:34 pm (UTC)Kellye is a great person whom i have know for years...she does alot for others...and she speaks her mind ( when relevant mind you.) and has a very big heart.
If you insist on attacking someone (words such as whore does quailfy) then get to know the person just a tad IRL.
thanks and have a wonderful day.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-07-11 05:48 am (UTC)Krys
dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-12 12:41 pm (UTC)Re: dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-12 12:54 pm (UTC)a journal is usually created to vent. i don't think i'm wrong to use it for it's intended purpose.
i don't consider my life worthless. i have a wonderful boyfriend, i'm going to college in the fall (are you?), and i have a really supportive mother and grandmother. i don't engage in illicit activities anymore, so i don't have to worry about getting in trouble w/ the law, and i've got great friends. i think i have enerything i need to make me happy in this world.
and honey, if you don't care about me, quit trolling my journal. go smoke some more pot and waste your life away like you're already doing. or here's a better idea! clean yourself up, and go back to school. make something of yourself. i'm sure you want to be more than pot-smoking trash for the rest of your life, don't you? at least you can do it for your kids, god forbid if you ever reproduce. so they don't end up like you.
-kellYE
Re: dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-12 02:20 pm (UTC)Re: dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-12 02:58 pm (UTC)i don't have the money for school right now either, that's why i'm applying for financial aide and scholarships. the money is out there, you just have to find it.
ted bundy was actually a very smart man. he was just crazy.
i don't talk shit about dave because he hasn't done anything to me to warrant it. and i don't hang out w/ potheads anymore. i grew up.
ask cecil yourself how he feels about the whole situation. he'll side w/ me, b/c he can see that all of you handled the situation pretty badly, and in a very immature way. so did quite a few others. sit down with cecil and ask him exactly how he feels about me, and what we're like when no one is around. i'll bet you'll be surprised.
you don't know anyone who has ever fully liked me? i can give you screenames honey. the only people that we both know only represent a small sliver of the people i actually do know.
who's comments were they then? an ip address is equivalent to a computer's address. no 2 are the same. and if you're commenting from a certain ip address, and some anonymous person is commenting from the SAME ip address, then i'm led to believe it's either you, or someone that's using the same computer and is too chicken shit to sign their name.
Re: dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-12 03:49 pm (UTC)Re: dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-12 04:04 pm (UTC)Re: dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-12 04:06 pm (UTC)i didn't defend him, i just said he was smart. he is, he has an i.q. in excess of 150. that means he's a genius.
and you do warrant it, b/c instead of acting your age, you're stalking my journal and talking shit about me. that's very immature. grow up and let it die. i will if you do.
i know i'm more than just a piece of ass, b/c he could get ass anywhere. maybe, like i've suggested before, you should talk to him about these things instead of assuming things. when you assume you make an ass out of you and m...well, you're only making an ass out of yourself.
Re: dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-12 04:17 pm (UTC)Re: dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-12 04:18 pm (UTC)"cuz your to sprung on brennas concerns about you."
Date: 2004-07-12 03:13 pm (UTC)Brenna
P.S. I got a lj.
Re: "cuz your to sprung on brennas concerns about you."
Date: 2004-07-12 03:34 pm (UTC)Re: "cuz your to sprung on brennas concerns about you."
Date: 2004-07-12 04:09 pm (UTC)I don't know. . . . . I just don't see any point in arguing back and forth about who is trashier or who carries more responsibility on their shoulders.
Brenna
Re: "cuz your to sprung on brennas concerns about you."
Date: 2004-07-12 05:19 pm (UTC)Re: "cuz your to sprung on brennas concerns about you."
Date: 2004-07-13 01:25 am (UTC)Re: dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-12 03:20 pm (UTC)Re: dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-12 03:32 pm (UTC)stupid people really should be kept away from the rest of society.
kellye is a wonderful person and anyone too stupid to realize this needs to be shot in the head. you shouldn't pretend to know someone you don't...
"i dont know anyone who has ever fully liked you, just put up with your shit because of cecil, but your fucking that up one day at a time also."
ok wtf? i knew kellye before i knew cecil so thats plain ignorant if you think she only knows they same people as you...
bottom line...
quit talking shit about kellye fucktard.
Re: dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-13 01:36 am (UTC)Re: dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-13 01:54 pm (UTC)You're a minefield of information
Date: 2004-07-13 02:20 pm (UTC)"Not everything that shines is baloney"
Amy
Re: You're a minefield of information
Date: 2004-07-13 02:32 pm (UTC)Re: You're a minefield of information
Date: 2004-07-13 02:47 pm (UTC)Re: You're a minefield of information
Date: 2004-07-13 03:07 pm (UTC)Re: You're a minefield of information
Date: 2004-07-13 08:40 pm (UTC)Like I mentioned four posts ago...I'm done. I was just waiting for your reply and apparently it came in the form of pointless dribble. Even though fag boy and fat chick said nothing of truth, at least they tried.
I never expected to win or get any apologies and I will apologize for nothing.
So nice to meet all you "fucktards" on the net.........fucktard! Tell fatgirl that one made me chuckle a bit.
Hope you never meet me on the streets cause I am a bitch.
keeping an eye out,
Amy
Re: You're a minefield of information
Date: 2004-07-13 09:59 pm (UTC)Re: dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-13 02:34 pm (UTC)Re: dont flatter yourself, i dont care about you
Date: 2004-07-13 03:06 pm (UTC)ps- the more you comment about your sad life, the more trashy and dumb you make yourself look.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-07-13 02:46 pm (UTC)jesus christ people leave it alone and let it die.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-07-13 02:55 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-07-13 03:23 pm (UTC)just go away
Date: 2004-07-13 04:03 pm (UTC)This is getting out of hand. Ok... i'm gonna call it as i see it.
Kellye has never in anyway, ruined my life. By "ruining my life" you mean by getting kicked out of the band then that means i have no life at all then. Actually i asked kellye from the very beginning if i should join the band. i didn't really want to in the first place but, she was supportive and knew how much i wanted to get back in playing onstage. So i joined! There is also some more behind that but i don't feel like typing all that much. What else... O yea. Stormy Dawn. i know you were offended by being called trash and what not... let's look as it this way. Everytime i talked to you would just straight up tell me about your alcohol/drug days. What's one to believe? You displayed that out, not i. Now im not saying im anybetter, because i'm not. i don't pretend to be high class and shit because i'm poor and i'm not in school (yet). So don't bother trying to prove that im low class or whatever maybe because your mad at me for saying that. Hell, i thought you were a really nice person. So did kellye but obivously you don't care about that anymore.
Amy, if you knew there was some shit between kellye and stormy, why post? i mean your going to your friend's enemy's journal. What the hell. if you thought you could be nice and just post your criticsm and not expect something back... what good can you say? Not much. Why? Cuz this is a journal that your friend obivously does not like. The best thing to do is just to leave and do not come back. if you and stormy had LJ's i wouldn't bother going to any of the two. Partly because i wouldn't want to and the other part is that you want me to too.
i love kellye very very much. she's one of the only things in this world that keep me going. so i don't appreciate people coming to her journal and trying to put her down. if she wants to put people down. guess what, SHE CAN! IT'S HER JOURNAL! IF YOU WANT TO PUT ANYONE DOWN THEN GET YOUR OWN JOURNAL AND DO IT IN THAT PLACE! THIS IS FOR HER RANTING, VENTING, CRYING, OR WHAT EVER THE HELL SHE WANTS. i do not see anyone else's name on the owner of this certain site.
It all comes down to this: your not gonna listen to us and we are not going to listen to you. Simple as that. Anything we say won't be right and anything you say won't be right, either. Do you get it? So just stop coming here and expecting an apology or something like "you win".
It's not gonna happen. So after you see this please leave you last comments because we all know you won't leave without getting "the last laugh/say" or whatever and then never return and your problem and kellye's problem will be fixed. Thank you. buh-bye.
i agree, this is way tooooo much!
Date: 2004-07-13 07:53 pm (UTC)Im not offended about the comment kellye made, but becuase she made it a scapegoat to try and justify why she didnt like me. I agree with brenna when she said she would rather be know as trash than a rich yuppie. yes i had my drug/alcohol days, and yes i talked about them, but so did kellye. So how does that make her soooo much different than me? We are both fortunate to have boyfriends that care enough about us to keep us away, so we are the same in alot of ways.
And i admit i was wrong when i assumed she had ruined things for cecil. But ask ryan, the only time i would go to practice was when i knew kellye would be there. She has alot about her that separates her from most girls, wich is (was) respectable. But the first inital comment blew me outta the water and proved me wrong. We had alot of fun together or so it seemed at practices and shows.
So i will swallow my pride and make a public apology, but i feel it would only be fair to recieve the same.
"I am sorry and I was wrong"
Comming to you live straight from the horses mouth, Stormy Dawn
(no subject)
Date: 2004-07-14 04:08 am (UTC)THE END.
thank you to all my friends who rushed to my defense. it really meant a lot to me. and thank you cecil for your sweet post in your journal.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-07-14 11:18 am (UTC)