i think bull daggers ruined lesbians/florida?

[spooky_nine]

i'm "cherry maggot", my little brother is "ExistUnheard".

cherry maggot: i'm fucking tired of guys.
cherry maggot: i should become a lesbian.
ExistUnheard: ew
ExistUnheard: you just totally ruined lesbians for me

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i called my grandmother last night, and told her about my "situation". she told me to come live w/ her, in florida. that my cousin had a guaranteed job at sprint (the world is full of coincidences) for me, since she's high up in position there. my grandmother also told me she would help pay my tuition at the university of central florida, or university of florida. too bad i hate the gators [u of f]. i don't know if i should go. i told drew earlier that if cecil and i split for good, i would have to leave town. i couldn't stand to be reminded of him constantly by everything around me. and heaven forbid i see him, or his friends around town. i would break down. it sounds like a good idea, and i would be around the family again. but i don't know if i want to go back. i guess i still have that naive hope that cecil and i can reconcile and go back to being happy together.

i got you meat: you'll find someone better
cherry maggot: i would only find someone to fuck
cherry maggot: not someone to love me
i got you meat: that's fucking morbid