florida

greg and i are driving to florida tomorrow (thursday) morning. we'll be back probably next thursday night.
i can't believe he just offered to drop everything and drive me to florida. if i was unsure before, i'm sure now. i love him. i can't think of anyone else that would do this for me.

i'm really scared about seeing my grandmother. part of me really, really, really doesn't want to go. i'm terrified. but a larger part of me knows that if i don't go, i'll regret it for the rest of my life. i'm just thankful greg will be there. the rest of my family, excepting my grandfather and brother, and i don't get along. that's going to be even more stress i'll have to deal with. i would liken my family to arrogant, self-absorbed, neurotic vultures. this is going to be agony.

i just wish i had done something with my life sooner so that she could be proud of me for once before she goes.

please keep us and her in your thoughts. i don't know when i'll be online next once we're on the road.