limbo/i'll never bring back yesterday

the other day brenna asked me who my best friend was. a couple of months ago i would've said kathy and jeff, no hesitation. but i haven't talked to kathy since graduation, and jeff has changed so much, he doesn't seem like the same guy anymore. i thought about it, and i realized that my only best friends are cecil and my livejournal. pathetic, huh?
i need more forms from asu so i can attend. i emailed the financial aid office, but i haven't heard anything back. tomorrow i'm going to try to go to the skool and talk to an actual person. why is this so stressful? i wish i could just sit back and let it all work itself out.

i wish i still drank.

now that's the right attitude. /sarcasm

Joshers86: when does cecil turn 21
cyanideskittles: next year in march
Joshers86: koo
Joshers86: gonna get wasted
cyanideskittles: who?
Joshers86: u
cyanideskittles: nah
cyanideskittles: i don't drink or drug anymore
Joshers86: i quit mokin weed
cyanideskittles: really?
cyanideskittles: still roll? [take ecstacy]
Joshers86: yupp
Joshers86: fuck yeah
Joshers86: i cant turn that shit down

josh used to be so fucking smart. he honestly could've been anything he wanted to be. now he's on probation for posession. there go his chances of college loans, military service... makes me really, really fucking glad i found cecil, or else i might've been following the same path.